integration paper

I have to start my integration paper for my last class as a college student and possibly my last class ever, which feels pretty weird to say.  I have no clue how to start, what to put in it; plus it must be twenty something pages long-which isn't enough actually- and I will be tested on what I put later during my senior orals.  I will be asked any questions at all about the philosophical assummptions and how they pertain to-oh my, all the communication theories, all communication rhetoric, and process it through my biblical worldview.   yuck......I forgot what the assumptions are, the correct way to apply them to my rhetoric, and my biblical worldview is unable to be communicated thus far in writing or verbally. I am just complaining but it is making me feel better.  I just saw I can insert certain items here.  Here is a book i like a lot:

 It's great. You should read it.  Anyway, I am conflicted also about questions of life.  I have been since I was nine.  When I was around seven to nine years old I pondered such questions such as who am I? Do I deserve what I have?  What were the odds of me being born so lucky?  When I was fifteen and sixteen I was not your normal teenager; I was asking questions such as does God really exist? Am I normal? How do I know I am not being lied to? How can I know the truth?  When I was eighteen and nineteen I partied. The extent of my questions being How much alcohol can I consume before I pass out this night?  When I was twenty I asked why God let me go through an eating disorder and allow it to affect my life premanantly.  When I was twenty-one I asked God which hermeneautic was the correct one to interpret the Bible, and if there were different ways of knowing Him besides what I was always taught.   Why did I go here? Weird.